Well..
I'm not really sure where to start, this is a little awkward for me considering I never thought I would be posting my thoughts to a domain where anyone in the world is able to read, disect and judge what I have to say about this world.. I guess we should acknowledge the fact that I do over-think things, my grammar isn't always perfect, and honestly i'm not really sure what the purpose of this blog is..
Actually, now that I am typing it out and thinking about it...
I don't really need a purpose for this blog. Basically, lets just look at it with the mindset that this is my journal, just a different format. I've been keeping journals since I was in sixth grade and I felt like it was time for change.. which is ironic considering that i'm eighteen and I feel like my whole world is turning upside down and inside out as it continues to relentlessly mold and take a new shape..
I feel like I have such a negative connotation to my text and I dislike that.. probably due to the fact that I feel like the majority of people I assosicate with see me as a pretty positive person. Maybe i'm in the midst of an identity crisis, however, here's a little bit about me if anyone is actually reading.
I'm eighteen, my birthday is May Second Nineteen Ninety-eight (taurus)
I hate doing this it seems so surface level and artificial.
I don't really like the idea of picking things that I am involved, or believe in to help define who I am.. I feel like the definition of a human being is beyond all of the surface details like birthdates, where one lives, perhaps their favorite color.. or better yet, how they comfort themselves with the idea of death by choosing a religion...
"what you think is what you become"
We are our thoughts, therefore this is me.
You'll get to know me throughout my posts, hell you might even figure me out before I do.
Join me as I continue to post and narrate my jumbled thoughts and deep seeded emotions via the internet..
let the games begin my kids.
